faith baby.

gone are the days when i blog regularly.
diary is now a white elephant.

listening to one of my favourite scores, by Alan Silvestri (think Forrest Gump), and it never fails to make me feel at ease (not to mention set me into emo mode).
reminds me of Forrest’s innocence, determination and amazing spirit, wish i had his attitude.
haven’t had some me-time in a while, finally a night for me to just think about… well stuff.

while this journey hasn’t been the easiest, i’m glad i’m experiencing it.
i won’t say it’s forcing me to ‘grow up’, but it’s definitely making me a stronger person.
i’ve always been a strong believer of – things happen for a reason, and that you are your life’s own catalyst.

sweet success i’ve had, but recently i feel like i lost that drive, that hunger…
i am on a desperate attempt trying to search for it.
and i know i am slowly gaining that momentum, i just need encouragement and motivation,
but i just feel stuck sometimes, especially when you keep getting put down.
i don’t need no comparisons, i am my worse enemy after all?

anyways it finally came… the excitement quickly died down.
it was long due and i know i deserve it.
on to the next phase – i know i gotta prove my worth before i get ousted.
i have faith in me.
don’t you too?

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